is letting go. Its 4:30pm and Kyle is on his way to spend the last few hours here with me and to say goodbye. OMG I cant stand this. My brother is here with me for a couple of days and that may help ease some of this pain.
I thought I wanted to die when he left for BC, but geezuz, this is worse. I will see him the end of June. But wow, I hurt so bad emotionally it really sucks. I wish I were able to turn off that emotional part of being a mom.
Im so nervous about him driving 1200 miles, he's not driven over 3 hours at a crack. Im going to be sick until I know he's there in Green Bay safe and sound. He's never driven in snow, and damn this year WI is setting record highs of snow fall.
I wish my hubby were a little more supportive of my emotional downfall, he'll never understand that parent/child bond. Ive been good over the last few days and now its come down to hours. Cried twice today. And am sure theres more coming.
My other bro whose in GB called me a bit ago, and said "when you give him that hug, make sure to assure him he's doing the right thing" "give him that vote of confidence."
GEEZUZ, being a mom truly has got to be the hardest job on the planet.
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