I don't know where to put this but I just need to let this out. So my dad just got home yesterday from visiting my grandfather in Florida who's been in the hospital for the past week. My dad comes home says that he's been stabilized and he's doing better. So fast forward to this morning. I had a dream, one of my friends was dying, she was far away and I couldn't see her, then she tells me that there's nothing that can be done, she's dying. I was so upset I felt terrible and started crying.

As soon as I started crying my dad woke me up. I asked him why are you waking me up so early it's the weekend. He told me that my grandfather isn't doing so well. And it's soo scary to think that I just had a dream about a friend of mine dying and that I couldn't do anything about it or see them. He had a very thick cuban accent so me and my grandfather would have this inside joke, we'd call each other "my friend." That's another thing that kind of scares me. I've never had such a vivid dream like this that relates to something like this. God I'm crying...and I can't visit him because they're in Florida and we can't afford to fly all of us over there. I'm sad.

Oh dear , dreams are dreams and rarelt they come true which i am sure it wont be in your case. You are only worried about him and feel bad because u cant see him urself.. give him a call if he is able to reply and i hope things will get better soon.

The scariest bit is knowing that there's nothing we can do about it. It's a crazy dream joe. But don't forget it's just a dream.

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My Demon revokes any prayer
He's grown contempt for love and hope
He betrays trust, twists truth and fair
Indifference is his way to cope
Engulfing sound of sensations
He quells with voices of despair
And muse of short lived inspirations
Flees at the sight of his cold stare
~Moy Demon - Mihayeel Lermontov~

True.. it is just an inner feeling that appeared in your sleep since you cannt do much about the whole situation...