sick dreams, anyone?

[Killerbabe]

I keep getting awfully disgusting dreams. Things I don't even know why my subconciousness generates. Everytime I wake up I feel terrified and scared so (like back when I was five) I run and open the door in my room.

But specifically, sometimes I get dreams with random people I don't know partying and having lots of fun somewhere at a house party or a night club, taking a bunch of pills and wildly throwing up! The throw up is everywhere! It's gross and I don't even know why I would dream of something like that. I guess I'm just pathologically scared of drugs and especially those heroin needles. In my dreams, someone always tries to prick me with a needle, or give me some drugs.

[Ratfish256]

Wow, most of my dreams are on the other end of the spectrum. I only remember one or two dreams a week, but they are all stuff I want to come true.

[Illusional]

i'm not really sure why you are having these dreams. they are probably part of your subconscious mind that might be trying to tell you something. my guess would be that it's the past comming back to haunt you. i used to roll a lot as you already know, and i know that you used to party pretty hard as well. i would never go back to my drug days, as you probably won't. but the scary thoughts do enter my mind when i think back to my friends passing out, and those people that i have seen really fuct up on drugs. raverboy

[squirrley]

Hey Killa-youre afraid of needles one-and two the topic of drugs has been heated lately in here-put two in two together-there ya go babe!

I have dreams of my teeth falling out-I mean they just crumble and its gross as hell. My dreams are so real at times I have to wake myself up-scary,weird, and waay too real for me at times...

[Killerbabe]

Oh I know that one!! I dream of my teeth crumbling too. It's like at first your mouth feels really stuffed with teeth and all of a sudden you start grinding them against each toher and they start to crumble and fall out! Creepy!

@ Illusional - yep, I used to party (I still do, but that was comparatively innocent partying, I'd have like a shot or two and go wild). But I did roll, once. A couple months ago with Mike. Scary experience. I scared the shit out of everyone.

I started making weird movements in convulsions (couldn't control my body) and my jaw kept opening up and getting stuck! Then my tongue got numb and I started losing consiousness as my eyes rolled around like crazy until they just rolled up (still in convulsions with a wide open mouth) and I passed out. Peculiarly, I heard everything, but it felt like my mind was fa-a-a-ar away looking down on everything quite indifferently. The guys went mad (it was in a bar around 7 am - until then, everything was fine all night long) and started feeling my pulse, the only reason why I got a grip on myself and withstood the passing out phase was Mike, actually. It's like I was just slipping away slowly and didn't even mind...kind of comatose, it wasn't one of those time I fainted and came back in a few seconds, it lasted longer and since I knew what was happening I really don't think I would've ever woken up if I wouldn't have forced myself to. If it wasn't for Mike...he was terrified at what was happening and kept slapping my face and pressing cold ice against it. He kept asking me to come back to senses telling me he loves me and things like that. Kept hugging me...I came back to senses but was totally drained and could barely get a grip on my body. I'm glad that I came back to senses before the ambulance came or anything, because I'm on a student visa and they could've deported me for the use of drugs.

Close call.

[BillyGalbreath]

damn - thats some pretty shitty ass X !!! sounds heroine based to me. Or maybe you just took too damn much !