Confuzzled...





Shocked, confused and I feel weird. I don't know. I mean how would you feel, if you found out your dad wasn't your dad and you actually have a half brother and another half thingie that's not born yet?! I don't know, I would freak, but I'm not. Not yet, I don't think it's even hit me properly yet right in the face. God knows what will happen if it does.

I found this news out last night while I was talking to Jess, who lives in Canada now. She's my cousin, who I never actually figured out how I was ever related to her but I know now of course. Well, the conversation all started when Jess was telling me that she just came back from Hong Kong. Here's how it goes...





[22:44:23] .::Jess::.--: tru tru
[22:44:33] .::Jess::.--: did i tell u i just got back from hong kong
[22:44:37] † [[ Skye ]]: Yes Yes
[22:47:18] .::Jess::.--: did i tell u i had dinner wit ur dad
[22:47:23] † [[ Skye ]]: What?!
[22:47:24] † [[ Skye ]]: No!
[22:47:26] † [[ Skye ]]: WHAT?!
[22:47:28] † [[ Skye ]]: My dad?!
[22:48:51] .::Jess::.--: yeah
[22:48:54] † [[ Skye ]]: Who's my dad
[22:48:59] .::Jess::.--: .......wut
[22:49:02] † [[ Skye ]]: Who's my dad
[22:49:06] .::Jess::.--: wut do u mean
[22:49:11] † [[ Skye ]]: Who..
[22:49:16] † [[ Skye ]]: You mean Kenny?
[22:49:18] .::Jess::.--: how do u think we're related
[22:49:22] † [[ Skye ]]: I dunno!
[22:49:26] .::Jess::.--: no not "kenny"
[22:49:29] † [[ Skye ]]: Then who?!
[22:49:36] .::Jess::.--: u honestly dont no how we're related
[22:49:46] † [[ Skye ]]: Nope
[22:49:58] .::Jess::.--: ahh i think ur mom told u something else
[22:50:04] † [[ Skye ]]: Yeah...
[22:50:05] .::Jess::.--: and ur prolly not supposed to kno
[22:50:08] .::Jess::.--: oh god
[22:50:11] † [[ Skye ]]: Nah probably not
[22:50:12] † [[ Skye ]]: Tell me
[22:50:18] .::Jess::.--: ur dad is my mom's brother
[22:50:23] .::Jess::.--: we're first cousins u no
[22:50:30] † [[ Skye ]]: Who's your mum's brother?!
[22:50:34] .::Jess::.--: ur dad
[22:50:44] † [[ Skye ]]: I know I know.. but who's that
[22:50:54] .::Jess::.--: i have so many pics of u and him together
[22:51:00] .::Jess::.--: and ur like older too
[22:51:02] .::Jess::.--: liek 14 and shit
[22:51:08] .::Jess::.--: i think his name is alan
[22:51:12] † [[ Skye ]]: Alan Wong you mean..
[22:51:15] .::Jess::.--: yeah
[22:51:24] † [[ Skye ]]: No wonder I got his last name..
[22:51:28] † [[ Skye ]]: Then who the **** is Kenny then
[22:51:29] .::Jess::.--: ur mom is his first wife
[22:51:32] .::Jess::.--: i dont kno
[22:51:35] .::Jess::.--: ur stepdad?
[22:51:46] † [[ Skye ]]: Is he?
[22:51:56] † [[ Skye ]]: Do I even look like Alan??
[22:51:57] .::Jess::.--: i dont kno who kenny is
[22:52:01] .::Jess::.--: yeah
[22:52:05] .::Jess::.--: dont tell ur mom that i told u
[22:52:07] † [[ Skye ]]: How can you not know Kenny.. He's my dad???
[22:52:09] † [[ Skye ]]: Course I won't
[22:52:12] .::Jess::.--: i dont think ur supposed to no
[22:52:21] .::Jess::.--: no hes definitely not
[22:52:28] † [[ Skye ]]: Oh well
[22:52:34] .::Jess::.--: wut
[22:52:36] .::Jess::.--: i would freak out
[22:52:40] .::Jess::.--: yes but alan is ur dad
[22:52:47] .::Jess::.--: wut did u think he was
[22:52:55] † [[ Skye ]]: I don't know..
[22:53:09] † [[ Skye ]]: You know 'mama' [grandma], my mum told me that she looked
after me when I was.. younger.. t'is all
[22:54:17] .::Jess::.--: no ur mama is alans mother
[22:54:19] .::Jess::.--: and my mother
[22:54:26] .::Jess::.--: so my grandmother as well
[22:54:29] † [[ Skye ]]: And that's how she knows Alan or sumin'
[22:54:36] .::Jess::.--: alan is her son
[22:54:39] .::Jess::.--: omgggg
[22:54:45] .::Jess::.--: i cant believe u dont kno this!!
[22:55:00] † [[ Skye ]]: I dunno..
[23:02:19] † [[ Skye ]]: Are you sure?
[23:02:32] .::Jess::.--: yes...
[23:02:38] .::Jess::.--: how am i ur cousin then
[23:02:45] † [[ Skye ]]: I don't know.. I never figured that one out
[23:02:45] .::Jess::.--: u no the word for older cousin in chinese
[23:02:49] .::Jess::.--: how am i that?
[23:02:58] † [[ Skye ]]: Yeah.. I never figured that one out
[23:03:02] † [[ Skye ]]: I just.. I dunno!
[23:03:07] † [[ Skye ]]: So.. my mum and Alan were married?!
[23:03:59] † [[ Skye ]]: So I'm his child?!
[23:04:20] .::Jess::.--: yeah
[23:04:33] .::Jess::.--: and ur mama is my grandmother too
[23:04:39] † [[ Skye ]]: I figured that one out
[23:04:44] † [[ Skye ]]: So then they got a divorced?
[23:04:59] .::Jess::.--: do u think its a coincidence that u and me
sort of look alike and we have extremely simmilar chinese
names..
[23:05:00] .::Jess::.--: lol
[23:05:05] .::Jess::.--: ya they did
[23:05:09] † [[ Skye ]]: Yeah.. I agree
[23:05:10] † [[ Skye ]]: Why?!
[23:05:14] † [[ Skye ]]: I really really like Alan!
[23:05:28] .::Jess::.--: thats gudd then
[23:05:38] .::Jess::.--: k he got remarried and had another kid
[23:05:43] .::Jess::.--: and then divored again
[23:05:53] .::Jess::.--: and now hes remarried again and his wifes
pregnant
[23:05:58] .::Jess::.--: thats all i no of
[23:06:03] † [[ Skye ]]: Wow that's fast innit
[23:06:08] .::Jess::.--: so u have a half brother then
[23:06:19] † [[ Skye ]]: And another half thingie
[23:06:24] .::Jess::.--: yeah soon
[23:06:34] † [[ Skye ]]: ...
[23:06:36] † [[ Skye ]]: What the hell!
[23:06:39] † [[ Skye ]]: I never knew this!




Crazie huh? I know it's well confusing and all, and I do understand it but I don't really, and ahh, I don't know! It's all so weird and so big. A big issue I meant, I mean, yeah. I don't know, I'm wordless! Ahhh! I'm happy in a way that my stupid ****in' asshole 'dad' is not my dad, but he's still ok I suppose. But ahh! Whatever! It's just all weird!

Hmmm, I think I'm gonna go before I give myself another massive headache again. Last night I barely slept because of this, just slept and thought of this. Fell asleep in the end but god knows what time. I don't care, ahhh! I'm just gonna go. Laters!

Damn...that's easily more confusing than my family situation...

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Heil Frasbee

That's barely half of it... If you knew my whole family situation, it'll make your head blow.

In that case, better keep the rest to yourself, I have a strange sort of love for my noggin'.

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Heil Frasbee

Hmmm, sorry. I'll explain it all if someone do ask.

Nothin' to be sorry about, I was just jokin' around, spill your guts out if you makes feel better.

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Heil Frasbee

Explain it please ^__^ I'm confused.

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Explain which part or which bit or what do you want to know? I can't just explain it all, I wouldn't know where to start or what to say...